03-07-2024, 09:35 AM
Just as with Alessa's diary, Stanley's diary also holds some complex mysteries.
From when did Stanley know Alessa? By reading the diary he makes it very clear that he and Alessa once knew each other.
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY: 1
This day has finally come.
That's right --- the day when you and I will meet.
I was always thinking of you, here in this gloomy cell.
I never even knew your name or face until today.
But now I know. I know you're the one I've
been waiting for.
And haven't you been waiting for me too?
Thats why you came to rescue me.
Oh, how I love you Heather.
I want to give you my prized doll, I made it to
commemorate our meeting,
the start of this everlasting love.
Ah, I can already see your smiling face.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (2)
You may not yet of realized your own feelings.
But you sense them unconsciously.
And so you're trying to get closer to me.
That's a virtue, that path to Paradise.
If the door's locked, open it. Use the password for
the prison gates. Doctor.... I've forgotten
his name. Anyway, that quack has it posted. He should
be here, too. I mean, 4 numbers would've been good enough,
but he kept on going.
Isn't it a shame? I'm not there. Aren't you irritated?
I long for you, but you're so cruel.
Still, I want you Heather.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (3)
The organization has me shut up in here. They mean to
break my will, to make me forget about all that.
But I'll stay sane even if they throw me in here with
lunatics. How about if I stick this to the wall?
That would be worthless.
You can peel it off, can't you, with that junk those
nasty wenches wont stop using.
If a thing has no meaning there's no reason for it
to exist at all. Just as you exist for me.
But why haven't you taken my doll with you?
Ah, my gift must've embarrassed you.
How cute you are, Heather!
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (4)
Flowing feely, your ebony hair. Like the night sky,
seatting fragrance,
my heart, clamoring in my chest.
Like a storm you trifle with it, your pristine glance.
Like a feast, when you smile my thoughts, disturbed,
my breath like opium, it drives me mad.......
Eric, a great poet who conveys my feelings so well.
I shouldn't have let this place get to me, should never
have gone crazy.
But it's superbly enjoyable to drown in my love for you.
But why won't you accept proof of my love?
Don't stand on ceremony now.
After all, you and I exist as one.
What I give to you is the same as what I give to me.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (5)
There was a tattooed guy on that rumpled bed.
Not anymore though.
That alarm clock and filthy bag are his.
Ah, but don't misunderstand. I haven't done a thing.
I didn't hate him, though he was a liar.
Shall I write something of my own?
On my chest, since I can't cut it open to show you my heart.
" I love Heather"
No, something a bit more forceful.
"I love Heather" isn't enough for what I feel.
Oh, what tender emotion this image brings.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (6)
Heather, my most sacred lover. I'm always watching you.
No matter where you are or what you may be doing,
I have never lost sight of you.
I know you feel intensely lonely.
Yet with a single key to this door, those feelings won't stand in
the way any longer.
We haven't been able to see each other for so long.
Be patient --- it's just a little longer.
I'll be patient, too, even though I long to hold you in
these hands of mine.
The key is behind the shelves in the underground garage.
Why there?
Ask that idiot doctor.
Theres not a single person here who's right in the head.
Not just in this hospital --- I mean in all of Silent Hill.
Except me.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (7)
I also like the rooftop.
It makes me want to fly.
You too?
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (Cool
Goodbye, Heather.
I'm sorry, I wasn't able to respond to your love.
It's all over.
Leonard despises me --- because I made fun of it,
saying it would come to this.
If it weren't for his meddling, I would have been able
to meet you in just a little while.
Then I could of taken you to my world.
A world for us alone, more beautiful than this one.
And I had been waiting for this day, for today.
The day I'd see you, the day you'd save me.
Today.
Heather, watch out for him. Leonard is no ordinary guy.
Farewell, I love you.
Heather, my Goddess
Heather, my lover
Heather, my.......
All the italicized parts suggest that Stanley and Alessa knew each other at one point.
What's perplexing are the various marriage tones to that diary. For example.
You may not yet of realized your own feelings.
But you sense them unconsciously.
And so you're trying to get closer to me.
That's a virtue, that path to Paradise.
He seems to be talking to Heather, telling her that the Alessa part of her needs to come out.
If a thing has no meaning there's no reason for it
to exist at all. Just as you exist for me.
This next part depending on your views could be a bit iffy. Some men especially back in the old times had the attitude that their wives existed only for them.
Flowing freely, your ebony hair. Like the night sky,
Heather has blonde hair (dyed), her hair is short. Stanley is describing a girl with long black hair.
Don't stand on ceremony now.
After all, you and I exist as one.
What I give to you is the same as what I give to me.
In some religions, especially the more Christian religions they believe that when a man and woman are married they become one. If this and that entry are any indication then at some point Stanley and Alessa (in a past life) were once married.
Heather, my most sacred lover. I'm always watching you.
No matter where you are or what you may be doing,
I have never lost sight of you.
I know you feel intensely lonely.
Yet with a single key to this door, those feelings won't stand in
the way any longer.
We haven't been able to see each other for so long.
Be patient --- it's just a little longer.
I'll be patient, too, even though I long to hold you in
these hands of mine.
The key is behind the shelves in the underground garage.
Why there?
Ask that idiot doctor.
Theres not a single person here who's right in the head.
Not just in this hospital --- I mean in all of Silent Hill.
Except me.
Stanley Coleman
In that entry alone are at least 3 indications that at some point Alessa and Stanley knew each other, that they were once Sacred Lovers.
He also says that he's the only sane one in the town. He's right!
So what is up with this diary? In the normal world this would be some insane man, but Silent Hill isn't normal. For one thing we have seen a girl (Alessa) who has been reborn two times that we know of. The first as Cheryl, and then as Heather. Not to mention the possibility that she's also the one who offered the reed to the sun.
Now is it any shocker that I think Stanley could be the reincarnation of the man who offered the serpent?
Given the tone of the diary it sounds rather sexual in nature at some parts. However it would be impossible for Stan and Alessa to ever have had relations due to the following.
1. Alessa was still rather bandaged up and kept a secret from the public.
So there's no way that Stan would have ever seen Alessa during her 1972-1986 incarnation
Also shallow as all hell, but look at these two pictures.
Is it just or me or do the women in the paintings look very very similar?
Same hair color and style
Same expression
Same style of clothing almost
Same face structure
(possibly the most shallow)
Look at the shoulder that's showing. Both women have a red strap showing.
Hmm...
Any thoughts?
From when did Stanley know Alessa? By reading the diary he makes it very clear that he and Alessa once knew each other.
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY: 1
This day has finally come.
That's right --- the day when you and I will meet.
I was always thinking of you, here in this gloomy cell.
I never even knew your name or face until today.
But now I know. I know you're the one I've
been waiting for.
And haven't you been waiting for me too?
Thats why you came to rescue me.
Oh, how I love you Heather.
I want to give you my prized doll, I made it to
commemorate our meeting,
the start of this everlasting love.
Ah, I can already see your smiling face.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (2)
You may not yet of realized your own feelings.
But you sense them unconsciously.
And so you're trying to get closer to me.
That's a virtue, that path to Paradise.
If the door's locked, open it. Use the password for
the prison gates. Doctor.... I've forgotten
his name. Anyway, that quack has it posted. He should
be here, too. I mean, 4 numbers would've been good enough,
but he kept on going.
Isn't it a shame? I'm not there. Aren't you irritated?
I long for you, but you're so cruel.
Still, I want you Heather.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (3)
The organization has me shut up in here. They mean to
break my will, to make me forget about all that.
But I'll stay sane even if they throw me in here with
lunatics. How about if I stick this to the wall?
That would be worthless.
You can peel it off, can't you, with that junk those
nasty wenches wont stop using.
If a thing has no meaning there's no reason for it
to exist at all. Just as you exist for me.
But why haven't you taken my doll with you?
Ah, my gift must've embarrassed you.
How cute you are, Heather!
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (4)
Flowing feely, your ebony hair. Like the night sky,
seatting fragrance,
my heart, clamoring in my chest.
Like a storm you trifle with it, your pristine glance.
Like a feast, when you smile my thoughts, disturbed,
my breath like opium, it drives me mad.......
Eric, a great poet who conveys my feelings so well.
I shouldn't have let this place get to me, should never
have gone crazy.
But it's superbly enjoyable to drown in my love for you.
But why won't you accept proof of my love?
Don't stand on ceremony now.
After all, you and I exist as one.
What I give to you is the same as what I give to me.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (5)
There was a tattooed guy on that rumpled bed.
Not anymore though.
That alarm clock and filthy bag are his.
Ah, but don't misunderstand. I haven't done a thing.
I didn't hate him, though he was a liar.
Shall I write something of my own?
On my chest, since I can't cut it open to show you my heart.
" I love Heather"
No, something a bit more forceful.
"I love Heather" isn't enough for what I feel.
Oh, what tender emotion this image brings.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (6)
Heather, my most sacred lover. I'm always watching you.
No matter where you are or what you may be doing,
I have never lost sight of you.
I know you feel intensely lonely.
Yet with a single key to this door, those feelings won't stand in
the way any longer.
We haven't been able to see each other for so long.
Be patient --- it's just a little longer.
I'll be patient, too, even though I long to hold you in
these hands of mine.
The key is behind the shelves in the underground garage.
Why there?
Ask that idiot doctor.
Theres not a single person here who's right in the head.
Not just in this hospital --- I mean in all of Silent Hill.
Except me.
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (7)
I also like the rooftop.
It makes me want to fly.
You too?
Stanley Coleman
STANLEY COLEMAN'S DIARY (Cool
Goodbye, Heather.
I'm sorry, I wasn't able to respond to your love.
It's all over.
Leonard despises me --- because I made fun of it,
saying it would come to this.
If it weren't for his meddling, I would have been able
to meet you in just a little while.
Then I could of taken you to my world.
A world for us alone, more beautiful than this one.
And I had been waiting for this day, for today.
The day I'd see you, the day you'd save me.
Today.
Heather, watch out for him. Leonard is no ordinary guy.
Farewell, I love you.
Heather, my Goddess
Heather, my lover
Heather, my.......
All the italicized parts suggest that Stanley and Alessa knew each other at one point.
What's perplexing are the various marriage tones to that diary. For example.
You may not yet of realized your own feelings.
But you sense them unconsciously.
And so you're trying to get closer to me.
That's a virtue, that path to Paradise.
He seems to be talking to Heather, telling her that the Alessa part of her needs to come out.
If a thing has no meaning there's no reason for it
to exist at all. Just as you exist for me.
This next part depending on your views could be a bit iffy. Some men especially back in the old times had the attitude that their wives existed only for them.
Flowing freely, your ebony hair. Like the night sky,
Heather has blonde hair (dyed), her hair is short. Stanley is describing a girl with long black hair.
Don't stand on ceremony now.
After all, you and I exist as one.
What I give to you is the same as what I give to me.
In some religions, especially the more Christian religions they believe that when a man and woman are married they become one. If this and that entry are any indication then at some point Stanley and Alessa (in a past life) were once married.
Heather, my most sacred lover. I'm always watching you.
No matter where you are or what you may be doing,
I have never lost sight of you.
I know you feel intensely lonely.
Yet with a single key to this door, those feelings won't stand in
the way any longer.
We haven't been able to see each other for so long.
Be patient --- it's just a little longer.
I'll be patient, too, even though I long to hold you in
these hands of mine.
The key is behind the shelves in the underground garage.
Why there?
Ask that idiot doctor.
Theres not a single person here who's right in the head.
Not just in this hospital --- I mean in all of Silent Hill.
Except me.
Stanley Coleman
In that entry alone are at least 3 indications that at some point Alessa and Stanley knew each other, that they were once Sacred Lovers.
He also says that he's the only sane one in the town. He's right!
So what is up with this diary? In the normal world this would be some insane man, but Silent Hill isn't normal. For one thing we have seen a girl (Alessa) who has been reborn two times that we know of. The first as Cheryl, and then as Heather. Not to mention the possibility that she's also the one who offered the reed to the sun.
Now is it any shocker that I think Stanley could be the reincarnation of the man who offered the serpent?
Given the tone of the diary it sounds rather sexual in nature at some parts. However it would be impossible for Stan and Alessa to ever have had relations due to the following.
1. Alessa was still rather bandaged up and kept a secret from the public.
So there's no way that Stan would have ever seen Alessa during her 1972-1986 incarnation
Also shallow as all hell, but look at these two pictures.
Is it just or me or do the women in the paintings look very very similar?
Same hair color and style
Same expression
Same style of clothing almost
Same face structure
(possibly the most shallow)
Look at the shoulder that's showing. Both women have a red strap showing.
Hmm...
Any thoughts?
"Believers hearken to me! Twenty score men and seven thousand beasts. Heed my words and speaketh them to all, that they shall ever be obeyed even under the light of the proud and merciless
sun. ." - Xuchilbara
sun. ." - Xuchilbara
